I don't ever know what to say. I'm sorry.

I think I hit that one point in life where,
i'm just done.

I cried,
I fought,
I tried
but everything's just crashing down on me.

my demons are stronger than I am,
trying to eat the rest of me.

and this time,
I'm not going to fight back not because I can't
but because I don't want to.
I'm just that tired.

“Sometimes when you meet someone, there’s a click. I don’t believe in love at first sight but I believe in that click.”

Before you fall in love with me (who would anyway?),
you must know about the constant meltdowns, and the
nights of endless tears. You must know about my damaged heart and
my broken soul. Be aware that I barely sleep at night.
You must know about my need for your love,
as well as my distant personality and constant fear of losing you.
and know about my terrible fear of goodbyes, and the way
I will remind you things.

But once you fall in love with that part of me, you can
fall in love with my tender smile and warm embrace.
You can fall in love with the way I'll warm your hands in mine,
and tickle your feet with my toes. You can fall in love with the way
I'll make you soup when you're sick, and how I'll kiss you when you get hurt.
Fall in love with the way that I laugh,
and the soft spoken words of encouragement I'll give to you.
You can either fall in love with me as a whole, or not love me at all.

You'd lose your mind trying to understand mine.

I am an overly emotional person. I care too much, say too little.
I get frustrated too fast, cry a lot.
I screw things up too often; and
can never fix them though I always try to.
I am not the prettiest flower in the field,
nor am I the tallest or the sweetest.

money can’t buy happiness but it can buy a false sense of security and fruity alcoholic beverages to numb the pain and honestly what’s the difference