It gets to me so fucking much to the point that I exaggerate everything. It’s like a simple outfit could suddenly turn into me worrying about someone dying, apocalypse and it just. incredulously. does. my. head. in.
It’s as if my brain revolves around thinking so much that I can barely hear everyone. Everything’s such a blur. I’m not even aware of what’s happening in reality anymore. And it’s frustrating as hell.
I over-think, I over-analyze, I complicate things, and I just make life so god damn difficult and horrible for myself and for everyone around me.
Sometimes I wonder when I’m gonna be able to learn how to stop. Because right now, over-thinking is seriously just killing my brain.
I’m pretty sure people have felt this too, but what’s so hard about it is that most of the time, we can’t even talk about it to others just because it’s so difficult to explain to someone the mess inside your head. Or maybe sometimes, we just want to keep our mouths shut, since we think that that way, all the over-thinking is gonna go away magically.
But it doesn’t.
In reality, It just bugs your head even more and you can’t stop thinking about that one thing and you are gonna be so fucked up by the end of it all.
Sigh. Oh, life. What have you done to me?
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