filled myself with caffeine and bad thoughts
didn't eat nor left my room
I just slept off all the exhaustion my life has brought me
vomit all the false hopes and good intentions
hurt myself to prove I'm okay and
hurt myself even more, realizing its not okay
destroyed myself
by muttering "I don't have a problem",
"I don't need help"
bathe in sadness
instead of shower 'cause
I can't stand to see myself
i push everyone away,
i push myself further.
cause I don't need to be okay - just; be.
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